The eyes can't hide what the lips won't say. [entries|friends|calendar] Brooke [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[04 Apr 2007|12:35am] [ mood | confused ] she appears composed, so she is, I suppose. who can really tell? she shows no emotion at all,  stares into space like a dead china doll. I'm never gonna know you now... but I'm gonna love you anyhow. ... sometimes I forget to actually live. post comment

I don't wear my heart on my sleeve, it might get caught in the machines. [09 Nov 2006|12:10am] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | "sundress" by ben kweller ] Maybe I always choose the guy that I know will never work ... so that way I don't have to actually endure something real. I don't want to let myself get hurt. Not like that. I've never been "in love"... and I'm okay with that. I'm scared of it.  The fact that I could put my heart on the line to someone like that. I don't know what kind of shape I would get it back in. Or maybe I'm just not the "girlfriend type". That could be it. Maybe. I like the physical part of a relationship more than anything else. I'm not shallow. I'm human. I don't like all the talk and feelings. I like physically being with someone and feeling secure&important&pretty. Even if that lasts for just a moment. I need something tangible. I can't picture myself in a relationship. Not me. I'm just there when you want. And that is all. *EDIT: I'm not talking about sex, you asshole. thanks. post comment

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