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[04 Apr 2007|12:35am]
[ mood | confused ]

she appears composed,
so she is, I suppose.
who can really tell?
she shows no emotion at all, 
stares into space like a dead china doll.
I'm never gonna know you now...
but I'm gonna love you anyhow.

... sometimes I forget to actually live.

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I don't wear my heart on my sleeve, it might get caught in the machines. [09 Nov 2006|12:10am]
[ mood | indifferent ]

Maybe I always choose the guy that I know will never work
... so that way I don't have to actually endure something real.
I don't want to let myself get hurt. Not like that.
I've never been "in love"... and I'm okay with that.
I'm scared of it. 
The fact that I could put my heart on the line to someone like that.
I don't know what kind of shape I would get it back in.
Or maybe I'm just not the "girlfriend type".
That could be it.
I like the physical part of a relationship more than anything else.
I'm not shallow.
I'm human.
I don't like all the talk and feelings.
I like physically being with someone and feeling secure&important&pretty.
Even if that lasts for just a moment.
I need something tangible.
I can't picture myself in a relationship.
Not me.
I'm just there when you want.
And that is all.

*EDIT: I'm not talking about sex, you asshole. thanks.

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